Hiding My Heart {Musical Mondays}

What is Musical Mondays? 

Musical Mondays is a weekly linky party where we share a song we're into for the week, and talk about why we like it-or why it effects us.  Anyone who links up a song and a post about that song is entered to win a big music giveaway at the end of 2012.

This week's song:

Hiding My Heart

by Adele

This is how the story went, I met someone by accident

Who blew me away, blew me away

And it was in the darkest of my days , When you took my sorry and you took my pain

And buried them away, buried them away

[Chrous]

I wish I could lay down beside you when the day is done

And wake up to your face against the morning sun

But like everything everything I've ever known you disappear one day

So I spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station, put a kiss on top of your head

Watched you wait, watched you wait

Then I went on home to my skyscrapers, neon lights and waiting papers

That I call home, I call that home

[Chrous]

Woke up feeling heavy hearted, I'm going back to where I started

The morning rain, the morning rain

And though I wish that you were here, On that same old road that brought me here

It's calling me home, It's calling me home

[Chorus]

I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

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This song has been on repeat lately.  I have seriously been listening to it over and over again and singing at the top of my lungs to it in the car.  Such a beautiful and emotional song.

I have been talking to a guy who is very open to talking about his emotions.  (I didn't know there were really straight guys out there that did that! Haha!) There is no way of knowing if it's going to go anywhere yet since we've only been talking for about a week now-but every conversation we have seems to turn into this deep emotional conversation-which is amazing and scary.  He admitted to me that he's scared of it too, for a lot of the same reasons I am.

"But like everything I've ever known you disappear one day."

Yes, that about sums it up.  It's hard to believe there's actually something out there for you when the past has repeatedly shown you that there's not... Still... I hope.

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What are you listening to?

Next week I'll be linking up a 2012 wrap up and announcing the winners from last year!