Random Thoughts From Today

I am suffering from an acute case of blogger's guilt. 

It hit just now as I tried to go to bed that I hadn't posted anything today.

AND, I haven't gone and commented on blogs today.

So here's my post, and I promise I'll be around to comment and read up on you all soon! 

Please prepare yourself for a random/jumbled accounting of my day.

I'm so tired.

Interviewed at my old job today.

Rushed there very very quickly to make it on time.

I think the interview went really well.

I really really really hope I get it.

I am a legend there.

I was called "THE Angie" today.

I was also called "The most-renowned Angie" by the guy interviewing me.

That's really good.

I have to thank D for giving me that opportunity.

He's a great guy with an awesome family.

I hope to find someone that awesome to have a family with someday.

I saw a few old friends at work.

An old manager who said my bubbly nature would be welcomed back.

He said my laugh is great to hear in the office again.

A coworker who recognized me.

The Sales Manager recognized me.

He remembered so many good things about me.

I was an awesome employee.

I told them they wouldn't regret hiring me back.
They won't.

Another coworker.

I'd almost forgotten I'd had a crush on him back in the day.

There were actually a few of us who did.

But one is gay, and this coworker is not.

He doesn't count.

Bad memories about another...

I still think he's cute.

I told him.

He's feeling a bit down on himself.

He shouldn't.

Yep, this is the beginning of this girl reminding herself to take distance.

I play with fire way too much.

I like to tempt fate, and get my emotions involved in dangerous situations.

What can I say?

I'm a lost cause.

Bought my grandparent's ice cream and visited.

I love them so very much.

Even though they're different after his stroke and her brain surgery.

It's hard to see my once strong grandmother weak like that.

I still love her more than anything.

Drove the long drive home thinking about the day's encounters.

Texted David to tell him that coworker was still cute.

He said "Awwe" in return.

First time in a long time that I've felt that old familiar "crushin'".

It was good for a minute.

Just for a minute.

Until I reminded myself not to without just reason.

Silly me with my silly attractions.

I'm worried about my friend and his heartbreak.

I love him so, and this would be the first time if it happens.

Nothing in me ever wanted him to have to experience this.

I want only happiness for those I love.

Can I give up my happiness for them?

Why not? 

I'm not using it right now...

It's time for bed...

I feel pretty melancholy right now.

*Sigh*

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