Sunday, March 8, 2009

I wish I could take the sight from my eyes, and make it replace yours.  How I long to be able to show you the way I see you!  If only there was a way to capture the beauty as it pours off of you and to cup it in my hands and share it.  It fills me up, with so much light and so much awe that sometimes I feel as if I might burst!  My chest is tight, it constricts, and tears roll down my face simply as a release mechanism... As your love, and your purity flow into me, flushing out any lingering negativity or fear.

You are a work of art, from the very paintbrush of the heavens... Every flaw, a different brush stroke, and every color coming together to make perfection.  Pure and utter perfection.

Tell me you think I don't want you, or don't want to be near you, and I will refute any such charge that escapes your lips.   Every moment longing to prove it to you, longing to rip the heart from my chest long enough to place it in your hands for you to see... Just to show you how much I really do love you, how much you truly mean to me, and that I want you in my life.  It would be the smallest token really, and I would lay down my life and still feel it were not enough...  I would circle the heavens, and still pray there were something more I could do for you, and try through each rebirth, and each death... 

You fill my life with such meaning, and such beauty.  There is a purpose here, that goes beyond comprehension, and fills me with the drive to keep you close.  The longing to have you near me when you are not.  The need to speak to you again, to grow once more from your presence, and to learn everything you have to teach me.  For my spirit soars as my knowledge advances, and you teach me so much more than either of us are aware of at the time... You feed my soul, and nourish the desire inside of me to be a better person.

Do not think you could ever let me down or disappoint me.  You are, and you just are.  I don't expect you to be anything more than what is natural, and what is right and beautiful like you are every single day.  I love you when you are at your worst and when you are at your best, and that love never falters or fluctuates, because as you are just you, it is just it and will continue to be so... 

Even now as you read this, I am sure that you are having difficulty absorbing or believing it all... I assure you I speak only the gods honest truth, and even as these thoughts flow through my fingertips and onto the page, they are barely skimming the surface.  The true emotion, deep down, is much to complex and beautiful; words would not begin to do it justice... 

I love you, my dearest friend, and will always.  Thank you for how you brighten my world, and how you make everything in it so much more spectacular.  It was a truly beautiful thing when we created each other into our worlds.  

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